I've always wanted to live intentionally. But I always fuck up lol. I can always see it coming, I should've found a way around it by now.
I'm always having to catch up on dishes, rush to work, deal with stress, organization etc, all the while not changing anything i don't like about my life.
Once I get over this bs. The next thing I'll have to deal with is being tired all the time prolly. Thats fine.